Yeah I know I was wrong. I was doing so well! It seems like every time I do something good and take a step forward I take 3 steps back. I should have not gotten so drunk to the point where I blacked out. I had to call the friends and ask them what happen last night?
I felt like such a fool. I gathered all of my liquor stash and gave it away. Went to the fair today with some other friends and they were asking me to just have a few rounds with them. I told them no. It felt good in a way because I feel they actually saw that I was very serious about not drinking.
Me:27 W:24 S:2 D:9 months M:3 years Together for 8 years Bombed : 6/11/09 Moved out: 6/27/09 Found out about her affair 9/7/09 (she started her's at 6/25/09) Begged n plead 7/25/09 started DB 8/17/09