Fallgirl`s Second Thread

[cat04]

Fg,

Hey thanks for not getting too pissed at me. I just was trying to make you think. I KNOW you don't want D or S, at least right now. Who knows how things will change down the road for any of us, but you wouldn't be here if you were sure you wanted it to be over.

You are doing great. I just watch you (listen, feel, oh whatever) flip flop some times as fast as the wind blows and I would hate to see you or anyone make a decision based solely on emotion. Those are usually the ones we regret the most.

Personally, I'm glad you would only do the mediation if he pushes for it. But let him.

I too wonder about my S. If the other would be better for him. Some days I just don't know what the answer to that question is, but I remember what I had to overcome because of my own parents D. So...

I have asked myself the same questions I asked you, about love, about other stuff. Today, I am sure. Tomorrow, maybe not so much. But, for me, until I'm sure for more than one day, until I don't question what the right choice is, this is the choice that brings ME peace. This is the choice that I made a ton of years ago, and this is the choice that feels right for ME. For now.

Are you on the alt? I would love to share something with you that I won't do on here. If you are, I'll let you know how to find me if you want.

We all have our own path to walk, we all have our own decisions to make, and no one can tell you which is the right one for you, except you.

As far as H going home, let him go. Let him face the music, he may just find he doesn't like it so much. He may need to really feel the consequences of his choices, even if it hurts you right now, because he expects that people will adjust, people will get over it, and he may be right, but he may also be wrong. Either way, he has to discover that for himself.

Have a good night FG. And thank you for sharing with me and letting me share. Believe me, I need this place too.