Almost felt normal today. Its been a long time..

W sat by me on the couch more than once. She even reached out and put her hand on my are for a while. She pulled me aside and scratched my back.

We watched a movie with S tonight. We playfully touched under the covers!

We went upstairs...and went to separate rooms. Oddly enough, even after all of that I am still kind of detached. Appreciated the evening but had no expectations.

Nno R talk. No talk of staying. She kept talking abt doing stuff to our house and having to cut expenses though. WTF? This coming from someone who is shopping to buy a new house?

This may be hitting a new level of weird.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.