I feel like a dead man, but then again, dead men don't have feelings..
No one said you wouldn't hurt. I know that sucks.
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My game has to be what is best for me, and right now, this moment, I have to be in front of whatever legal crap I am facing. I do have some things in my favor, and need to cling to those while I make moves.
I forget, but have you seen a L. If not, get in to see one. Might help calm you a but to know what she can and can't do.
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I cried like a baby after that, just so amazed at how beautiful she is, and what gut wrenching crap she and our family is going to go through.
That's the bitch of it all. If you feel like me, you probably feel you can handle anything she does to YOU, but the kid(s)...Well, that's a different ball game. No easy answer there. But, your W cannot take your D away. You will still be a very big part of her life, IF the worst happens.
This is tough stuff man. Pray for strength if you are so inclined.
