Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

I did Gima, went and talked to my friend for a while. Put down on paper plan of action, what I want.

I feel like a dead man, but then again, dead men don't have feelings..

It's frightening thinking about what will happen financially to me if we go all in and start the lawyers up.

My game has to be what is best for me, and right now, this moment, I have to be in front of whatever legal crap I am facing. I do have some things in my favor, and need to cling to those while I make moves.

I just found an letter from my d8 though, welcoming me home from my trip and how much she missed me, and some presents that she made for me.

I cried like a baby after that, just so amazed at how beautiful she is, and what gut wrenching crap she and our family is going to go through.

I need strength to stand up to my W at this time to do what is right for me and d8.