Hey Shane Sorry that the dreams are waking you - I know how sickening that feeling is. If your current Rx isn't working, why not see your doc again and get a change?
What smacks me about your wanting to be out of your current domestic arrangement is that you could do some small things to change the picture! Nothing you can do about W hanging on the walls and I agree that it's hard overall to be living in her parents home - nothing you can do there at this time. However, when the IL's speak of her or relatives call asking about her, you can excuse yourself and say that you have studying to do. Go to your room or the garden, go shopping or find a way that removes you from the scenario which is making you uncomfortable.
It's weird how we can all envy others positions. I envy that you have people around you instead of spending every living minute on my own. This weekend, I have not seen a soul, never mind spoken to one.
You may have seen in my post above to JCJ that I am rethinking the trip to Hong Kong. I wouldn't be able to justify it if H did find out and I don't want to incur his wrath at this point in time. Whether I end up moving interstate too, that's another one that's out there for the universe to sort for me!
I so hope that you have a good time today with the kids and yes, it's very positive GAL'ing on your behalf! Well done - find more to do!!
My PMA has up and left me, I'm afraid. I'm going to counselling today though so let's see what happens later ...
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"