@Coach, I like the idea of breaking the routine. I think she is just too comfortable in the current routine. Not making excuses, but b/w my work schedule and son's football practice, its been next to impossible to find time. But I will make this a priority.
@Dia, yes, I have begun opening up emotionally to W and letting her see all my "rooms.". Told her about good things at work, my fears connected to job, how I'm feeling about things other than R. Just gonna keep chipping away at that.
@Mishka, the loss by the dawgs definitely did not help.
And, yes, there was definitely some lonliness going on last night. Funny how that seems to be gone this am.
