My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[hoosiermama]

Rainy Sunday here in the heartland. xH is too busy this weekend to see D13, altho he "might" have her Monday night but will be going out of town Wednesday thru the weekend. When she found out she just looked so sad. We're going to an Egyptology exhibit at a local museum tomorrow (that's my big splurge--it was quite expensive) because D is an aspiring Egyptologist. Big shopping day yesterday--she is "filling out" and doesn't fit into most of her clothes now. Also a big sale at Half-Price Books--gotta love that place.

Haven't heard from the professor for several days now. As always, lots going on in his life. Caught him on FB and invited a chat, but he signed off; replied to a football post there and shut that discussion down. Or maybe he was already signed off, maybe he was just busy. So I'm worried...this is most likely just normal push-pull, pursuit-distancing dance but for someone like me with major abandonment issues, it's somewhat excruciating. Trying hard to focus on other things and "go dark."

But since I can't mow today, it's a good day to do some other organizing things I've been putting off. Also have some reading to do, thanks to the aforementioned book sale. My life is so exciting! I'd love to call up a friend and go have coffee or something. Sigh. No one to call. I've tried that so often lately and not had any responses; it's kinda difficult to keep putting myself out there. And no, I don't talk about all the "issues" in my life--I keep it light, talk about them. It's just that everyone else has a life! I'm trying really hard to GAL!