Get this...

W came into our bedroom just after I wrote the above.

"Do you mind if I come in and lay in here?"..."not at all, come on in"

We laid there. Watched TV and jokedd for a bit. ML a couple of times then laid there until the wee hours. S7 and the dog ended up coming and making one big family bed at about 3:30am. (we were still up)

No R talk. No kissing. No telling me she's saying.

She did talk body dent isn't in her spot on the ed anymore and how we need to get some things fixed around our house.

With all of that, I still don't have any expectations. For al I know she's still planning to go, but just needed a booty call.

Somehow I am still kindd of numb. Thank God, this would kill me otherwise. It helps me keep that "swagger" too.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.