Interesting weekend so far. Since my last post my wife and I did not talk at all on Tuesday night or all day Wednesday. She called me Thursday and sounded really down while I was upbeat and happy. She asked if I could keep our daughter for and extra hour on Friday because she was getting off work early to go to a parent-teacher conf for our boys at school.
There was a social function where there was going to be many mutual friends Friday that we were both going to be at and she suggested that since I was dropping our daughter off that afternoon that I should just stick around to see the boys and we should ride together to the function (WTF??). Like an idiot I agreed. Then when at the house she asked that since we would likely be taking a cab home because we were planning on drinking that I should just spend the night at the house. Like an idiot I agreed again.
On our way to the function we had to stop by my place so I could get ready. We were intimate and went to the function. She said that she wanted to be "flirty" while we were there and we were. I actually had three people ask me if we were getting back/staying together. Of course I said no. Anyway, I did end up spending the night on Friday and it was very nice but I was an emotional wreck yesterday after I got to my apartment and was "alone". We spoke several times yesterday and she asked me to come over tonight after the kids go down.
This woman is all over the map. She definitely wants to have her cake and eat it too. Funny thing is we are going this week to sign the papers for the divorce so they can be submitted to the court. She has not once wavered on the going forward with the divorce besides a couple of times of saying “I am really not sure if this is the right choice but I’m making it anyway” and that was well over a month ago.
It is almost funny that I moved out a week ago and after just 4-5 days of LC and being happy when I saw her and she called me that she pulled closer again. Problem is I folded like a lawn chair as soon as she came closer. I know there is a lot of love there on her part yet she does not want to be married.
Sorry for the incoherent ramble but I just woke up a few minutes ago.
