he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

its an awkward situation because she never says anything directly to me, i only know she has said a few things to her sister (h's aunt)...it is so nice to know that his extended family will speak up for me when it is necessary and justified even when i would never know what is being said about me.

i have pulled back from talking to mil as much and she notices im sure. i spoke a few times yesterday and will see them today at a cousin's birthday party.

i know i never wronged anyone and that im a great mother. its just hurtful to hear she can have what to say about me after everything, after us being best friends and next door neighbors. whatever.

otherwise im doing well, far removed from h, as he is from me. i have to sign some paperwork this week at my lawyer to start the ball rolling on the motion for support. i need money already! and health insurance from his new job.