M, I'm glad you returned to post an update. Dbing isn't about winning your marriage back, but about helping you find yourself and getting stronger day by day. You've done that and I have to say "wow". You've come a long way and I know that your future will be a promising one.
Please take care of yourself and know that you are a survivor and you can do anything that you set your mind to.
Good luck!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
