Here we go again yet another day to fill! I long for the first morning that I wake up and the sick panic'd feeling of missing/losing/mislaying H isnt the first thing I feel.. Wonder how long that one is going take. Am beginning to come to terms with the fact there is highly likely another woman, I have no proof there is but it seems that as 90% of them do and he was talking to someone on msn and would never add me to FB, telling me he was talking to his old secretary who I wouldnt like him talking to (long story will tell it one day) and certainly S wouldnt be so supportive of his dad, well I dont think he would! But I suppose the sooner I face the fear of that sentance "there is someone else" perhaps it will minimise my reaction on the phone! Well thats if he ever phones me as Im not going to pursue him in any way shape or form.. That is what hurts me the most how can I be so instantly forgettable and un-needed.. But I bet Im not he is probably stringing himself some line to persuade himself he is doing the right thing! Quick coffee for me and off to jump madam, will try and catch up at lunchtime!
Last edited by Lost Rabbit; 09/06/0908:03 AM.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
