Just checking in.....didn't get a chance yesterday. I think you have done a wise thing putting it in your bible.....
Other than that, there is no right or wrong in this. Personally, I would open it, esp. with friend around...but also, to get myself together if the news was bad....or even....good. You don't want to react to him....he is not in control...at least that is the persona we are going after...
But, its up to you and like I said...you have it in a safe place. Just got home 20 min ago, but will be around all day for the next 2 days....will keep checking on you.
You are in my prayers...and lots of hugs MJ. Hang tough. You are a strong wonderful woman and you will handle anything he throws at you. Because with or without him, WHO you are does not change. I feel very lucky and priveleged to have met you.
Have a good evening MJ. Trust yourself. You will handle it and you will have support for that extra boost.
