Well, with JCJ having put a shot across my bows yesterday, I had to consider that she was right. I therefore considered how it would be for me to move over East and start my life from scratch. Scary? Yes; do-able? Yes; Do I want to? Yes and No. Still, the seed has been planted and I shall use the next few weeks or months to germinate it ... it may well shrivel up and die but if it lives, what a magnificent plant it could truly be!
I am trying to think of other things than the H situation but living in my silent world does not give me too many opportunities for hearing much else. Even if I do things that distract, like read a book, the thoughts eventually catch up and start to choke me. Distraction is good but it is self-limiting.
OK - today will be about 1) cutting the tree between showers 2) starting my studies again and 3) a little research on job availability in my 'intended' new state. PMA - must look for some of that, too!
Have a good day friends.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
