Well its been over 2 weeks since I last spoke to her...last time I saw her I was trying to be nice but some of the anger slipped through and I let it slip that I thought she has a lot of growing up to do.

My fault and I have already kicked myself hard enough for it. I texted her on Thursday one time and one time only, just to ask her what the doctors told her. She had an MRI done last week and got the results this week.

She has yet to respond so I am guessing she is mad at me. I am just in a bad place right now. I cant get out of the funk and now its getting worse because I cant stop thinking that everyone we know/knew is thinking the same thing...that the gorgeous woman finally wised up and got rid of the fred flinstone husband.

I am killing myself with this thought but just cant dig it out of my head right now...sorry to do nothing but complain today but thats all i got in me at the moment.

Take care CP, hope to hear from ya soon!

M:29
W:26
M:3yrs
Together:6yrs
Seperated:6/22/09

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. --Dylan Thomas