Hey Nell check the post just above yours, H came home early.

I took the dog for a big walk poor thing hadn't been out in ages, so we walked all the way to the beach, bit windy but it was great.

D wanted to go down to the main shopping centre which is a bit of drive, H offered to drive her after I said I would take her.

I have been doing things around the house, going up and down stairs with a real spring in my step, smile on my face. He has just been sitting like a miserable spoilt child. Looks a wreck really tired looking, obviously unwell, coughing badly. I have resisted the urge to offer him cough mixture. He has been watching me.

As he was just leaving with D he asked if I wanted to do something for lunch with him or should he get his own while he is out. I said that it was up to him what he did as I may not be here when he returned.

So now he has gone out, I will head off now to the nursery for a bit of browse.

Just trying to act as Gucci has advised, not sure if I am doing it right, but I am trying.

Oh and his shirts are in the ironing basket unironed and will remain that way.



Trying to keep hope alive