I've read back through your earlier threads and I can see the enormous progress you have made over the months. I am hoping some clarification about early days may help the rest of us.
I read of you and H having email contact in the days before you moved to H's home town. Were you always in contact and the quality and quantity of contact has ramped up over time or was there a period when the two of you had no contact? I understand there was a certain time when you thought you wanted to reconcile and wonder how you got to the stage that you would be able to stay over at H's place.
