Stronger...thanks for the refocus sweetie. I really needed it. Oh by the way, I followed your lead to the letter. You would be very proud.
Went to a double Coda meeting last night and didn't get home until 10:30. His/our bedroom door was shut and he was asleep. I have no clue what that meant. Did he want to be alone, did he just want D to know he was asleep so not to keep coming out of room and asking for the 7th glass of water. I didn't know. I went in and got in bed and he never even stired. We woke up this morning and he we had a bit of a cuddle which was nice and then went to the amusement park. Had a wonderful time and he held my hand for about 30 seconds on the way out of the park. (it was a bit awkward but nice). He was going to go out (to some party with friends. He never said where or with who). I was a bit bummed he didn't invite me..but..whatever. I never said anything about being bummed though and made sure we left the park in time for him to go and stuff. He just told me he isn't going and is just too tired. So, that's good. He's a bit peppier than the past week. Less mopey and depressed. We'll see how it goes. As Stronger said...I'm taking his lead and not bending over backwards to make him happy but not pissing him off either. WEll, it's time to get D into bed and jammies and such. Wishing you all a peacefull night.
Gina B
M 43 H 34 D 4 H asked for D on 6/21/09:1st D mediation 7/27;D says he wants to try 8/18; *I will stumble, I will fall down but I will not be moved.(N.Grant)
