The adventure chronicles

[AFWAW]

My phone blew up again today. I got voicemails and texts but did not respond. Texts ranged from "Who is this person you’re seeing?(I never said I was seeing anyone, just said I was talking to someone--way to twist it)" to
"WTF?"(I assume because I would not answer) "Do u still want me home?" and then finally "Sorry for that moment of weakness. Won’t bother you again."

Voicemail was a little more revealing as to how she is feeling.

"Are u still thinking?" "I need to know beacause whenever I started thinking about it I thought I would be ok but I’m not ok. Just let me know, ok."

It sounded like she was frantic and maybe had been crying. I don't know.

Here's the thing. After all this, I started feeling guilty? And I don't understand why. I haven't done anything inappropriate. I haven't talked to anyone about anything out of context. I haven't done anything to violate my vows.

She cheated on me w/ 4 men, had an EA w/ the last one, lived with him and she's giving me a hard time for talking to a woman?

Someone help me out with why I'm feeling this way please. Is it simply because I have a conscience?

Because at this point, I don't have an interest in saving my marriage.