As of yet, I haven't read the letter. I put it in my Bible when I first discovered it on my pillow, and there it sits.
I wondered why he didn't leave until after I went to work that morning. Usually when he takes a trip on the bike, he is up and out real early.
I just don't know if I'm up to opening this letter from a H who is an MLCer. I've had enough heartbreak to last a life time. We all have. It's kinda like opening Pandora's box. Oh, I just don't know. If it had been from DH at any other time, I would have opened it in an instant. The analyzing of where he put it is driving me crazy right now. If it was blah,blah,blah, I would think he would have left it on the counter. He sealed it, and layed it on my pillow.
I'm getting away for a few hours to see fam, I will be back tonight.
