confused. numb.

dare I say...detached?

izve been on your thread so I see what is happening with you. you'll get through it. it SUCKS, but we both will.

my W is still here. some of her things are in boxes. she's been looking at new places to live every day, but she's still here. she is talking about things that need to be done around our house and washing her car in our driveway. she's acting almost normal to me.

she even told on of our neighors that she is moving out. the neighbor said it sounded like W was giving more of a 'i need time away' vibe than "i'm leaving and not ccoming back" message.

who knows?

she wants to run her business from here while she sleeps elsewhere. oddly enough, I am ok with that.

I am tired and cycling up and down a lot too. like a dumba** I broke out old photos (W was not here) last night. bad move on my part.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.