I thought she's left for her trip last night, but she hadn't - she came home, said she's been out with a friend.
In the tired and crabby mood I was in, I just said, "What are you doing here??"
SHe said she's told her friend what was going on, and had been crying. She talked a little about that. Asked me how my day was, I just said "Fine". She dished me up some ice cream, which I ate, then said "What do you want to watch?" I said "I don't care, I'm going to bed." Seemed like she went to bed shortly after that.
Karen, you're right. I know it.
My head is still buzzing with my family's input. They think I'm better off without her and are angry with me.