How do you wait this out?

[Golfgirl1]

I don't have children, my friends are wonderful, but my h and the life we had is what I wanted..not this.

Mach1, do they ever come back to their senses? I asked h yesterday if he thought he would regret this decision and he said he probably would. Of course, I can't believe what he says.

I was doing so much better and just had a backslide yesterday. I truly appreciate your words of wisdom and I know this will all help me be a better person, but I really did like the person I was...least I thought I did??

I'm the kind of person who is a 'giver,' I want to share my life with someone and build dreams and a future together. We got married young (me 27, h 22) and we grew up together, played hard, worked hard and have finally reached our dreams and our goals and now to imagine not having that future...well I just can't right now. I'm in so much pain....


I too, will survive, I have to because I don't get a choice in this.

And I truly appreciate and thank each and every one of you who stops by with kind thoughts and words. I know this is about him and not me, but it doesn't make it one bit easier.