So dinner was okay, but I now wonder if that was too much pressure. He seemed fine before we went, but on the drive over and over dinner, he was tense and wouldn't speak much. I babbled on as if things are normal between us, but ran out of things to say by the time we got to the restaurant. Perhaps we should've chosen a place closer to home.
We decided to check out a place we had seen advertised and always wanted to try that had live music so there wasn't much pressure to talk over dinner.
Anyway, later on at home, he fell asleep in the recliner. I ended up getting sick then having to clean it all up. Hopefully it was just something I ate because D and I are supposed to head out this morning to visit my folks for the rest of the weekend. If I wind up stuck here sick, I'm afraid it will only increase tension.
