I think Gucci's words and then the added insult H has thrown at me this weekend of not coming home and having the nerve to send me an SMS was what has finally done it and then having a friends H say to me as well, sorry but you need to stop letting him use you like a housekeeper rather than someone he loves and adores sealed it.
I am not saying it won't be hard, it will be hard because I will be fearing the reaction not so much from the lunch but more the ironing and breakfast.
As I have always wanted to and tried to please everyone pulling back will be hard.
D was upset that H wasn't going to pick her up as he had promised just adds more to her reasoning of why she dislikes him so much. She doesn't even want him to come to her valedictory dinner or birthday party. What can I say to her? She is old enough to decide those things for herself, but I think it is so sad.
