I am ready to talk either way. I have been afraid to talk, bur now that I look at it this way, that she already divorced me in her mind, i have nothing to be afraid of. Admittedly, I want to wait for the weekend to talk because of the fact that we will be in an an environment codusive to talking. We will be guided and given tools so we Communicate eficiantly. I have wanted to talk about us, but she has not wanted to. This weekend is all about talking, so it should be easier for her. I don't know what the outcome is going to be, but I am ready to give everything I have. I hope she is able to open up enough to really start talking. I have to believe that deep down inside her she still has some feelings for me and doesn't want to break up the family, and then we can start to repair our R. If not, then at least I know where I stand and I can take the next appropriate action.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
