Thanks for your tips re therapist Cat. Went braced for a bashing but actually she knew more about my Sunday meditation than I realised. She is very much into meditating and I`m jsut thrilled about that as I`ve been following the Gary Zucaf stuff as you know and really, all this meditation practice is helping to get past the theory and into my soul. Such a wonderful place!
My therapist could see the change in me instantly. She completely understood my Sunday experience. She descirbed it as being a flower opening and could see that it has been very healing for me.
We spoke for a while but she spent most of the time bringing back into meditation. It was calming and lovely and wonderful.
When I came home to the kids(H hasn`t been with us on Fridays recently-just stays out after work) we put on a dvd, made sandwiches and had a laugh.I just felt wonderful with them and really believe my healing is helping them too.
Next thing H comes home! He even manages to sit for a while with us though he was clearly not comfortable. 45 min later he just got up and left again, drove off without saying anything.
No intimacy at all Cat. He seemed really interested and we made a little progress in that direction about six weeks ago then pfffft! nothing.
Its means a LOT to me and its absence drives me crazy sometimes. I`m definitely burning up the ozone layer with my battery usage, that`s for sure!
