Oh Cas - you do yourself an injustice! You seem to be doing so very well - especially as you have had your surgical trauma's to deal with along the way, too. I would say that you are inspirational.
Good on the tips ... they are certainly locked in my brain and I have been adhering to those.
Just like to get some 'sign' from H now to know that what I am doing is worth the agony! I know that it should be about me and not him but I'm sure that you felt that some acknowledgment made you feel just that little bit 'smug', if that's the right word??
It's about the feeling of control coming back to you a bit, just to address the balance and for it not to be all about H ... giving you the choice to display your new self - and to know that he has SEEN what you are now becoming .... for H to feel your detachment and perhaps get a little bit scared ...
Know what I mean or am I just rambling?? !!
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
