Yes AAK - I too have lost heaps of weight (not a bad thing) - gone down three dress sizes but mostly because I was not eating and just pining away. I am eating again but sensibly and intend to lose some more weight, the healthy way!
I have the treadmill here for rainy days and I have my bike (yet to go) when the sun shines, which it is not forecast to do for the coming week.
It's good to know that WAH's follow similar patterns. Mine got fed up with me having lots of contact - I think that he felt really guilty and he was running out of excuses. I was pursuing and doing all the wrong things ... now I have 180'd and I don't know what he's thinking. Dark Day 11 today.
Will keep on travelling in what I know is the right direction .. it just hurts so much and I am struggling with my isolation, as I said earlier. Even when I do get out and meet people, I still have to come home to this big empty house which was once full of warmth and a homely feel. Now it feels like a furniture storehouse and is a 'cold' environment to be in. If it weren't for my clever and loving cats, I would have gone spare by now.
I know what you are saying about waking up twisted and sweaty .. I am there! I just know that we have to get out of bed each day, get dressed and get on with something ... tomorrow is another day. Today however, I just keep on 'hearing' H's car drive up and I run to the window ... of course, he's not there. I know that he would ring before coming down anyhow, as it's too far but I keep hoping that he may just call by. It still feels like he has gone to the store or is just late coming home from work ... I need more work on detaching.
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WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
