UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

I think that you have hit the nail on the head there ... it's all about when people are ready.

I do have a career but my speciality prevents me from working here where my skills are not very recognised. Never been a one to go out exploring things that I can get involved in ... all my passions are BIG and beyond my reach at the moment. I have always wanted to go work with the Polar Bear researchers in Churchill, Manitoba after visiting there a few years back. Love wildlife of any sort but it's not relevant on a day to day basis for 'ordinary' folk.

I just think that this would be a good bit easier if I had social support networks ... I've never needed anyone other than my WAH but now I am really feeling the pinch. Being Dark is not helping ... up until 10 days ago, at least I had some contact with him on a regular basis - now nothing. I think that my reserve tanks have run dry. I am just in pure emotional melt-down.... plus it's the dreaded weekend.

Come Monday, I will force myself back in to something other than this funk.