Really bored and lonely today.

Feeling like this is all hopeless and I should just give in.

Despite all my DB'ing efforts, H is behaving like he has already gotten himself a new life and he is long gone. Going dark is having no affect on him, whatsoever. I could be dead for all he knows or cares.

I am just NOT coping.


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09