Yeah.......well, at times I buy the "little boy" theory and then after a min I think "well, I am constantly fighting the little girl in me...so, too bad!"
Anyways, I am probably not doing as well as I sounded yesterday. I don't know what the F@*& I'm doing. I have no real plan for this upcoming 3 days with him. I am definately more panicked today....no reason, just am! Just have to make it thru one more week. This time next week I will be divorced officially. Nothing will be changed really except on paper now we will be officially divorced. So great...he wants this...I'm giving it to him.....again what can I do? It only takes one person to break up a marriage. Anyways, I have a 12 hr work day tomorrow and then 2 days off....so, just have to make it thru the next 24hrs....
