who is this man?

[Ms Jen]

Sh!t. D16 was fighting in cafeteria this AM and he's suspended 3 days out of school and 2 days in and he's got a disorderly conduct charge. Again. He's still in his 6 mo probation from the last time he did this. Sh!t.

Someone had to come get S16 from HS so he called me but I wasnt in my ofc so he had to call dad. When I got the message I called H and he'd just gotten the call. H asked if we could both go to school, so I met him there. We listened to what happened and brought the twit home, then I worked from home and H went to work.

H and I really need to talk about how to deal with S16, but it's kinda awkward since we're not talking. There is SO MUCH unsaid at my house. It is not a nice place to be. I am so bad at detaching- I get it but can't do it.

I have this recurring fantasy that I drive to work and just keep going and leave the 2 of them to themselves- I just dont have the emotional energy to deal with either of them. I am not looking forward to this weekend.

And I sound like a whiney baby which I hate. Aagh!