Ok, I am not sure what to do. I spoke with the W today and when I asked her what she was up to tonight, she said she was going out to dinner with the OM (at least she was honest about it). I was pretty upset and asked her if she would still be interested in going out in a couple of weeks. The short answer was yes, but included a lot of conversation about not wanting to hurt me again or having to high of expectations. The idea of the date is just to see if we can connect again.
Later in our talk she told me she missed me and that she had been thinking about me. She also mentioned she really likes the OM. It is hard to grasp what all of this means. Obviously I want things to work out between us and am willing to swallow pride to do so. I guess I am forcing things in an attempt to get my family back. I know being patient is the best thing at this point in time but it is so dam hard.
