Journaling: Friday afternoon: Not feeling great. I will be telling mom that we are seperating tonight. W has now seemed to completely disconnect. We will be telling girls on Tuesday evening. W stays first night in other place on Wednesday.
I will do my best to have a good weekend. I think it will be a good time to build a better relationship with my dad. We currently have that typical father-son relationship. We will go to the normal guy events together and talk about superficial stuff. I don't blame him for that relationship, I always kept him at arms length. I was the loner. However, I may ask for a little more support this weekend. It will be interesting to see how he responds.