Not a bad day in parts. One of the yard staff asked me to decide which rugs I wanted to keep down there for madam and I nearly lost it, its ridiculous its just rugs but it just felt one too many pressures, but I would seriously have upset yard staff if he thought he had upset me, so I bit my lip and did my best.
Was quite a relief that I am waiting for my new sim card to connect as I havent checked for txts all day, just to see if its connected yet. I think I have managed to connect it to Itunes ok but its merrily synchronising now so I will still have to wait.. Cant wait to play with it..
Checked house ansaphone, H's message is still on it, I cant bring myself to delete this one, I did delete the other one, but as I doubt I am gonna hear his voice for at least another week or two I have left it there for the time being, hopefully one day I will be annoyed enough to delete it.
Managed to have two conversations with S tonight and didnt get involved with any about H, if he could keep to that it would make life so much easier for me, his girlfriend J was with him tonight, she is lovely and several times has asked him to back off, or told him off for upsetting me, she is a smashing lass bless her think she is going to be a keeper. But she is back at uni and S will visit her at the weekend. So it will back to having him around mon-thur and weekends to myself.
The green bag made me smile several times today, its such a jolly colour and with winter drawing in we need as much cheeriness as we can muster. Off riding out in the park tomorrow with my friend and her horse, madam will enjoy a blast across the fields and it will be good to blow the cobwebs out of my hair too.. Speaking of which I must get it cut next week, although I did get both Dr/Nurse app booked for next week. Thats the best thing I think is just to keep busy.
Best Wishes to you all x
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
