You are a great guy Kevin. Thanks once again. I can't seem to stop thinking about everything all of the time (24/7). It's going to be 10 months already (which also seems like a life time), and I think all of the time and I'm so darn lonely.
This is the first time also that I have not been in a relationship or married for over 25yrs. Not use to it at all, being alone.
I also sometimes won't go out either because I'm afraid I will be tempted due to the no contact thing and being so lonely.