Ohh I like what I see in my mirror. I have NO regrets, doubts, worries, shame, guilt... NOT even towards my kids at this point. (some regrets involve other persons)...
It's funny, stbxH wants me to act civil and behave like a lady although ha has been treating me like a jerk, abusive and cruel.
It's ok. Day by day all I feel is sadness. I keep having flash backs of moments that I know they were together and me, putting the kids to bed, taking them to doctors, preparing his dinner...
A hard pill to swallow for someone like me who likes to think she is smart and has a 6th sense as well. K
PS My life is changing. I am changing my life. My paintings are taking off and I think I will be showing some of my stuff on etsy soon... I will let you know if I do it...
