Make yourself happier. I hear so much loneliness in your posts and filler time. You have to create a happy life for yourself. WE ALL DO. Happiness does not just happen. I think it was Aristotle who said "Happiness is a virtue." It's also attractive, and it models something crucial for your d's.
It is true that I am lonely without my kids. I didn't even want to go home last night. I ended up going out with some friends. But that is like you say "filler time". The AA I feel like is for me, but it is not a passion of mine. It is something I do because I need to do it. My coworkers were saying that hunting season started. But I would need to buy the equipment and I have nobody to go hunting with. I am starting to think dancing is not for me. It is hard to take a class right now with the girls and our schedule. I am trying to think of something.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
