How do you wait this out?

[Golfgirl1]

What a game....it was fun to be out and be in the "moment" and just having fun. That's the longest time I've been able to be out and be somewhat happy...I'm getting there I think.

My mojo was lost and it's slowly finding its way back to me.

AND, I get to golf probably 2-3 times over the weekend. That will be fun! Just gotta get through one more day of work.

[mountain_west]

Booo work. I am soooo ready for some time off!

[Golfgirl1]

"I gave away my heart a long time ago. My whole heart. And I never really got it back". That's how I feel. (from Sweet Home Alabama with Reese Witherspoon)

I stole this from mtn_dreams....it's just how I feel as well. He's had my heart for 20 years and I don't know how/if I can ever get it totally back again.

M 47
H 42
Married 20 years
No kids

[mnt_dreams]

Hi Golf Girl... thanks for stopping by my thread.

Glad you liked that quote... it really hit home for me too.

Awesome that you got to the Broncos game; do you live in Denver? It's so important to get out and do things. The best advice my C has given me is to accept all invitations, even for things we might not normally do or with people we might not normally hang out with. It gets us out of our comfort zone and we might just have fun!

Hope you have a nice long weekend!

[Golfgirl1]

Yes, I live up in Broomfield. There are several of us here on this site from the area. I would love to meet up for some support sometime. Oh, and maybe you might want to golf sometime?

Me 47
H 42
married 20 years
no kids
bomb 5/09

[Golfgirl1]

I also think it's important for me to have some quiet down time where I can reflect on what I want for the next chapter of my life. H is supposed to call tonite....makes me nervous. I will have NO expectations and just be positive and upbeat.

[Jack_Three_Beans]

So what would happen if you aren't at home when he calls?
Funny thing, waiting by the phone is still...waiting by the phone.

[Jack_Three_Beans]

AND I used to live there when the only thing between Broomfield and Boulder was grass and the Tech Center. Glad we got out of there before the tract mansion explosion and yuppie food courts popped up.

[brandnewday]

MMMMM I love yuppie food courts!!

[Golfgirl1]

Yes, it's a crazy place now with lots of traffic and congestion. Luckily, I stay out of most of it.

I told H he could call my cell (was hoping that meant to him I would be busy tonite and sitting home waiting for the call).

Had to take some of my anxiety meds today....