EB, I have to remember what I have done to change even if he won't see it. I realize even though I'm supposed to make the changes for me, I still want him to notice them. He's blamed me for everything - and here I am doing what he asked and he is blind to all of it. It is disheartening. I know you understand.
But I have to go back to = I'm making the changes for me. Right? That's what we are doing?
