Guess I must have had my expectations up last night when I talked to W because today feels almost like I got kicked in the gut again. I pretty much knew what was going to happen but hearing that she actually filled out the paperwork and will be sending to lawyer soon was tough.
Didn't sleep much last night either. Maybe an hour. Removed her from friend on facebook, removed her from credit card and changed passwords on bank accounts. Going to get new cell phone plan over lunch.
The whole frickin thing is dumb. One month she is happy (in her words while giving the bomb) trying to have a kid the next month she is not happy and wants a divorce. WTF
The glimmer of hope left in our M is fading fast. I have given her zero pressure during the entire process and it has not seemed to work at all. I have been holding my family back on talking to her and I have not talked to her family about it. I almost want to just let them call her and give her all the pressure in the world. But then what is the use if she doesn't want to be in a M then it will never work.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
