Wifey, thank you so much for telling me what KWIM means. I feel really stupid right now. LOL
But thanks a lot for the book recommendations, I will purchase and read. Also thanks for the encouragement and your words of wisdom.
You have helped me greatly today. I have to get it into my head NOT to touch that hot stove, and you are right about there is nothing I can do and I need to stop thinking all of the time about getting our family back together and work on myself.
I love my children so much and hate the hurt that they have inside! My letter basically said that I forgive him and I hope that he can find it in his heart to forgive me when we would argue and say nasty things to each other. And that the door is open if and when he would want to return. I told him that too many people got involved in our situation. His family, friends and that I forgive him for telling lies and getting these people involved and that I didn't get anyone involved. Just stayed to myself. I talk to my best friend about everything but that is it. I also told him I'm obeying our vows even though it is rough because of being so lonely. And that me and the kids miss and love him.
Yesterday, I wrote a short note asking him to please start paying half of the loans that are in both of our names because I'm not making it, and that even though he left the bills are still the same and the child support isn't even touching the bills.
Don't know if I should have done that, but I don't have family to help me at all.
Wifey, I can't thank you enough for checking in on me. It is greatly appreciated.
