Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

No NCB, this was of the 'male variety', lol. EDIT, but that should be even more intriguing to XW as she 'weeded out' all my male friends.

Anyway, I'm not sure what to post or extent I can of anything. I may be just simply paranoid, but I strongly feel a lingering conspiracy against me. XW always seems to know certain things, places I go, things I do and when and with who that don't add up. Not that I really care, but a whole different situation blew out of proportion last night when I was expecting an issue with XW. It wasnt' with her, but it felt as though she was behind it.

So, go figure, spend a couple days on cloud nine and folks have a issue, wtf, why can't I be HAPPY for once? I have to now cut back all my plans for the holiday weekend just to sit and be a mope? Well, I'm certainly not going to bow to that level, I will find some way some how to still have a good time, maybe repair my bike and hit the trails a bit. But something needs to change here, I spend months in life's crapper being told to get out and move on with life, the hell with XW, then all the sudden, the very same voices say, oh no, you can't do that, it's not good for you, wtf?

I don't know, I'm back to the drawing board on restarting life, and re-evaluating my goals and steps that they can be achieved. And people are jsut going to have to realize, dday is BACK version 2.0, he grew balls and is rock'n to Twisted Sister and "Ain't gonna take it anymore".