She left almost as soon as I got home last night. She said she was going "shopping." (for 4 hours) I still catch myself wondering and trying to understand. "Did she leave because of the uncomfortable situation at our house? Is she having a hard time facing me knowing that I have 'given in?' Can she still be angry with me? About what? I have given her what she wanted. Does she feel bad? DOES SHE FEEL ANYTHING?"
I try to leave it alone, but it is hard. I have accepted that she is going though. I am almost looking forward to it in a weird way. I just want to be able to go home to some peace for a change.
Me: 35 W: 31 S:9 M: 10 years Together 13 MySitch - Ups & Downs She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.
