Morning all, yep just got up here managed a lie in this morning much needed as I woke up at 4am and struggled to get back to sleep. H suffered/s with insomnia and now it seems do I despite the tablets. Nothing much planned for today although I will go and ride madam as she has had two days off!
S is moving back home on sunday, he has been stopping over his girlfriends during the summer as she hasnt access to a car. He did say that also he didnt want to deal with me, but he wouldnt have to if he stopped what he was doing got his own life and left me to GAL as best as I can, obviously he will be at work all day and hopefully soon will I. He and I have always knocked heads together as we are so alike, but on the other hand we are as thick as thieves, he still phones me first when he leaves work then his girlfriend which always makes me smile. I know he feels the loss of his dad as much as me.
Nel I am so pleased to hear you were out GAL and LFA it is good you have work to go to, wish I had something more, before H and S went wandering it used to take me all day to sort out the washing, clean the house and pop and ride madam, now the day seem so long. The annoying thing is I used to have a job which got me down a bit after five years so I left to be a homemaker again as agreed with H, but if his story of how he has been so miserable for about eight years is anywhere near true, he should have at least said something about getting a different job and then now I wouldnt have been stuck here everyday looking glum.
Anyway upwards and onwards off to see what you all have been doing!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
