I hear you JCJ - and I know that you are right. I just want this horrid feeling to be gone away ... now. It's so draining and I do (at the moment) feel like his victim. I'm working on that though, as you all know.
I so agree about hearing his troubles - they are his and he has to deal with them. I can't even think about it. I just want that situation over once and for good. I just can't help thinking that it gets more serious as each day goes on ... when is it going to break up?? I hate thinking that he loves the tramp more as he loves me less .... I'm being forced out so that she can take over. B*tch. How could she even want to be with a cheating husband when H says that's what caused her D in the first place ... her H couldn't keep his pants on. Why would she want to ... she's a low life anyhow - who would leave their kids to fly interstate to be with a loyal wife's H ... what a tramp - and how can my erstwhile wonderful H fall for that cr*p?? It's just not who he is. .
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
