THanks people It went pretty bad. I'm pretty much wanting to give all this up.
It spun into a R talk and it went to the same place south it always goes.
I did it all wrong. I did everything DB says not to. I begged, I pleaded, I tried to convince and he dug in his heels even more.
so of course, he doesn't see any changes becuase I didn't act any different.
I should have stayed calm and cool. I should have just agreed to everything. I should have let go. Crap! I lost my 180's! Maybe it's time for some going dark. I have to show change somehow.
Thank you friends. I'm so gla dyou're here with me. I know you understand.
