Thanks Cas - your words are comforting ... as you know, nothing really 'helps' as no-one can go through this for me, but it does know that my feelings are real and that others have felt the same way. I often think that I am cracking up and I am the only sad sack who feels this way about their abandonment - for that's what I would prefer to call it .. not WAH but ABH (abandoned by husband - interestingly too, actual bodily harm).
Ha! I was just putting my PJ's on and I thought "this is so not the look that I want H to catch me in these days, just in case he popped by (not that he would - he has always been very circumspect in making an appointment to call) - and there's you, in your jimmies when your H drops by! Put a smile on my face if nothing else and no wonder you didn't want to see him!!
BBQ sounds great tonight ... is the weather starting to change over with you? It's perishing here in the night times but the days appear to be getting a little longer, brighter and warmer! Just don't wear yourself out now - but do have a good time!
Talk later Cas ... look after yourself.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
